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I invite you to be part of my journey which has its beginnings in the 1960s in Germany.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Coping with this ICT Course

Finally I arrived at the now, well, nearly. I thought that it would be pretty 'cool' to learn more about ICTs, and I haven't changed my mind. However, when I looked at the huge amount of the first week's reading materials and since everything to do with computers takes me ages to grasp, I realised that 10 hours per week is nowhere near enough! Therefore this little slow learner has spent about thirty hours per week on this subject; and sometimes not getting anywhere. There were times when I thought I had to drop out, however, I am over that now and I'm extremely glad about this!

Reflection on Music Degree

During this degree I had two violin teachers. The first insisted on choosing the pieces that I would work on and later play in my exams, while the second let me choose the music. This is a very clear example of teacher centred and then learner centred. While with one teacher there was a good atmosphere for most of the time but occasionally terrible tension, the lessons with the other teacher always went smoothly and there was much enthusiasm on her part and on mine (DOL 1 and DOL 5, habits of mind).

Many of the subjects had a real purpose. I was able to pass on some of what I learned in my own lessons to my students, sometimes as immediate as the next day or week. When performing in public I had the opportunity to give to the community, and I have been using 'Sibelius' in my work extensively to write and arrange music for my students.

Finally I am extremely glad that I learned about computers. Without this knowledge, which is still quite limited, I don't think I would have been able to do this course.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Music Degree

My next 'bit' of formal study was my music degree, which I completed in 2009. I majored in the violin. The lessons and daily practice sessions (more than two hours a day, which mostly seemed to pass in no time!) were very much hands-on. So was Aural and Practical Musicianship, which included 36 hours of playing in one or more groups each term. I played in different ensembles, local orchestras and was part of a bush band over the course of the degree, often performing in public.

When I first started, I had close to zero computer experience. I was shocked when I found out that all the course material was online and that lecturers preferred e-mail over phone conversations. I had no choice but to figure out, often with the help of my youngest son, how everything works.

I did conduction and learned how to use 'Sibelius', an excellent notation program. I learned to record music with 'Protools'. In my favourite assignment I arranged a piano piece for full orchestra and became so engaged that I forgot about meals and everything else in the world. The whole rather complex arrangement was completed in only a few days. For another assignment I wrote and recorded a song.

Then there was music theory and history.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Reflection on High School

In high school most of the lessons were largely chalk and talk except for sport (there were no theory lessons), visual arts, music and chemistry, and they were very much teacher centred. I cannot remember any excursions. There were no computers or TVs at school. A few times old silent films were shown in history and geography lessons. The quality of these films was shocking!

Most of the time teachers stood in front and wrote onto the blackboard that which we had to copy, or they told us what to work on in our textbooks. New concepts were explained and there were class discussions. That was about it. There were several students who were not engaged in the lessons, especially when they were not interested in the particular subject. This is where the first of Marzano's Dimensions of Learning, (DOL 1), attitudes and perceptions, comes to mind. Who is responsible for students' negative attitudes towards subjects, the student or the teacher? According to Marzano the answer is both.

We, as teachers, should
1. help students foster positive attitudes. This includes helping them to develop strategies for improving their attitudes and perceptions and
2. design lessons which keep students engaged.

Kearsley and Shneiderman's Engagement Theory implies that learning activities should
1. happen in collaborative teams
2. be project-based and
3. have a real-life focus

There are three components to the Engagement Theory, Relate-Create-Donate.
Relate: students work on a problem task they can relate to
Create: students create a solution to the problem
Donate: students give the solution to the world

When I watched and listened to George Lucas, the founder of Edutopia, talk about 21st Century education, I realised that this is the Engagement Theory in action. Teachers are there to help students nurture their interest and confidence. Students work together on projects that have a real meaning, work on something they can give to the community.

High School

In Germany high school started in grade 5, and I went to the local gymnasium. All of a sudden we had a different teacher for each subject, and there were many. The different sciences were taught as separate subjects: physics, chemistry and biology. There was history, geography, social studies, religion, sport, visual arts and music as well as mathematics and German and, can you believe it, the boys did woodwork while we, the girls, were knitting and sowing!

Chemistry was my favourite subject. I have fond memories of my passionate chemistry teacher guiding us through one experiment after another.

When I was in year 8 my parents separated. It was decided that my sister and one brother would go with my mother, and my youngest brother and I with my father. I was not coping well with this new change. This became apparent at school when my marks dropped by one in each subject. I found it difficult to focus on lessons, became disengaged and spent much of my time in class staring outside through the window. I began to hate school and I was never able to get my marks up again. Maslow's Hierarchy had crumbled. While I still had food and shelter, there was no more the stability I had enjoyed before. The family unit had split, I didn't know where I belonged, and this went all the way up the hierarchy. My self-esteem wasn't what it used to be and I was not achieving to my potential.